All there is to my life is drugs, gaming and masturbation. There really is just nothing and I don't think I'm all there, get what I'm saying? It's all driving me a little bit loopy.
I don't know if it's just where I live but everyone seems to be so fucking obsessed with themselves and they're always talking about celebrities like miley cyrus and how she's smoking weed, or about I'm a celeb etc and I don't fit in or know what to say because I'm not into that crap but everyone is talking about it and I get so sick of it. It's hard to explain but it's just been eating away at me and I can't really take this spineless place much longer, probably because I got fucked up as a small kid because my dad abused me etc and I get bullied. Might commit suicide seems pretty promising but unfortunately I'm too much of a coward and am not sure how to do it. Any tips?